Well, Now that it's all over!!!

Well, now that it's all over, life still continues...
Every minute is stressful... People told me that ITE
Life is and will be the most easiest life....
But now, after what i went through....
It's not easy anymore.... Just going crazy by the day!


Everyday seems to be just another day to me!!!
Things are pouring into me very slowy...
Life is not the same anymore...
but i'm am wearing a mask just to show those who care
that i'm not BrOk3n afterall.... But the truth is...
I don't even wanna think about it... Life is getting Stressful....
My O's are coming.... again..wakaka...ok... So my first paper is
on the 6th November 2006.... God Bless Me!!!
My new semester is a mess... mostly because
of an unappreciative teacher.. known as Mr. Aaron Tang...
He protrays a image of a boo-chap person...
or rather he isn't bothered how people judge him coz
trust me people he looks like fisherman... perspires a lot....
It's so bad that at times it seems like he bathed with his clothes on....
He really turns me off that he made me walk out from
one of his lesson recently... He speaks lowly of the government and expects me
to sit and hear him out... Well... If he wants to learn things the harder way out...
So be it..! His wish is my command...


Well that's all for today...! Bye..!! Too Stressed out to carry on....!

Maybe We weren't really
meant to be together !!!

It's all over....!!! When i thought it was just the begning...!!!
Everything is over between him and me!!!
It was just yesterday when we thought everything will go smoothly
everything came to an end so suddenly....
I just feel like it's the end of the world....
To think that i was happy when we were together....
i thought that i can atleast be happy outside of this hell....
But "No", even God isn't happy with me being happy...
Tears seem to flow like they always do....
i feel like i being stabbed a thousand times at
my heart..... Life doesn't seems to be the same without him.....
I knew this day would come.... But i didn't know it
would come so early... Everything seems to be black in front of me....
My days are counting...!!! Every where i look i search for
him to turn up from nowhere and tell me that it was all a joke....
All i pray now is for some miracle to happen
where he and i would be back together again....

It's not that easy living!

Yes girl this is what i'm gonna talk about today!
Well, now that the bitch's husand is here,
i'm just a burden to everyone at home!
My stupid father is the most happiest person
now that my computer is shifted to the hall!
Now he can use it till it spoils!
Wait, and see what i'm going to do! I make sure
he regrets touching my computer! Wakaka!
*Nisa's evil grin*
Ok!

Well, now everything seems to be rocky around me!
Very irritated to just keep thinking about problems!
Well, glad that you passed your BTT! Congrats girl...
sorry for not updating my blog for sometime!!!
Well, now that my computer is in the hall,
i can't do much in the com...Haiz,
just waiting for the moment for thoes two to get out!!
I so want them to get out because,
they are more of a burden to us then a pleasure!
Seriously speaking, for the past two days my mum is
sick and that bitch couldn't be bothered to even
ask mum how is she feeling!!!
Like where in the earth has a child been so ignorant about
his or her parents!!!
so much hatered, just hate her as days go by!!!
Well that's all for today girl!!!

Ok Girl, Here's what we did
Yesterday!

Ok, we met at 1.30pm plus as usually
you were "LATE"
But atleast now we got to eat at
Long John Silver...YEY!
Ok, you were slightly more then tensed
yesterday! Just because you were going
for a "trial" TEST ... wakaka!
You were gobbling down the food like nobody's
buisness...hahakz...! Must have seen that on your face
i'm sure you would have laughed yourself!!
Well then we went to SSDC... Then we went to Room 5
and i waited for you to finish and come out... Wahla...
You came out faster than i thought!! Wakaka..!!
Then you came out to tell me you got 46/50
Congrats girl... wish you get better than that in the real one...
;)

Now i am very dissapointed! Well, according to my last
entry i was going to have a room all by my self!
I knew it that it was too good to be true!
When all the arrangements were made... things just
take a "U" turn and i get dissappointed!
Now i will have to shift to my parents room and
my computer will be placed in the living room...
Why should i give in to some idiot who is only
coming to give me hardship...
That's why i thought i will not make his stay with
my family a memorable one...
I make it a living hell for him..."It's a Promise"
ok Girl got to go! bye!

My Life Update!
The Past in Brief!

Ok girl, so just to keep you updated
but what's happening in my life now!

My second brother-in-law is
coming back to Singapore!
Ok for your information till
yesterday i thought his return
to Singapore is rather a nuisense
but now I just can't wait for him to
come to Singapore, because if he did
i can have a whole room to myself!
YEY!
That's i can have my room
all to myself! Wakaka!
Ok! Oh and if you wondering since
when i had a second brother-in-law!
Well, remember my sister getting married
last year june!

Ok, now i want to bring you back and
tell you something about us before we
went our "separate ways!"

Well i wanted to tell you this because i
don't know whether you still remember
those stuffs!

We always used to laugh at people
who tend to pronounce words wrongly
and one such incident is our P.E teacher
Mr. Ang! "Procedure!"
Then whenever you got angry with me you used
to not talk to me then write me a letter saying
my mistakes {actually i still have them with me! =)}
Then "Lumpy", "Baldy", "Shorty", I'm sure you have not forgotten these
two prominent figures! Wakaka!
Of course you must remember Mr.Singh, our Noisy O.M
remember how he used to shout in the corridors "Oi! Boy"
Man! Those were the wonderful times we had!
Ok! girl i have run out of memories!
More next time when i remember more!
Until then try remembering these!
Bye!

Ok, so here comes your opinion and
today's day out where you used me
and intend to further!!

According to you you wanted me to give it a try
(without the "Guru" of course!)
But what i told you was i don't want him to part
from his friends or relatives just for me
because i would get the blame!!!
(Which i don't want to have in a million years!)
Then yesterday night we had a phone conversation

I told you that he wants to go on for the next six months
just to make sure both of us won't say, "What if?!"
in the future. I rather be with him for the next six months
and after which go where 'life' wants to bring me to!
But to you it was a ridiculous choice!
But girl, i want to go through this thing because i think he is worth it!


Now for today's meeting!


We met at 2pm as usualy you were late...
Oops, nono You were Late!
so we didn't get to eat at Long John Silver
because YOU WERE LATE!
So we had lunch at KFC!
and after which you used me to follow you to
SSDC to register for theory test!
All the way, I had fun! Lots of fun!
I love you sweety!
I wish we could meet like this everyday!
Love you lots!
Ok! So that's all for today!
Take care! Love ya Sweety!

Our Conversation On Wednesday Night

Ok yanti, i want you to remember what you spoke to me on
wednesday night! So here it goes our conversation that night!


~N!$@~
i got something to tell you u wait ah...

YaNtEe ::
okez

~N!$@~
ok...

~N!$@~
i was talking to him on tuesday night

YaNtEe ::
okez

~N!$@~
then he asked me about you and your bf...
as in have i seen you lately and how you guys are n things like that...

YaNtEe ::
Uh Huh

~N!$@~
then i told him i met you that afternoon...

~N!$@~
and he asked me what i talked to you...

~N!$@~
then i told him that i told you everything we missed out on...

~N!$@~
and then he asked me to give a detailed report on what i talked to you...

YaNtEe ::
right

YaNtEe ::
how come sia

~N!$@~
what how come...?!

YaNtEe ::
i mean he asks abt the whole detail must report2

~N!$@~
as in he wanted to know what i talked to you about me and him...

YaNtEe ::
ouh okez

~N!$@~
so i told him what i told you...

YaNtEe ::
then then?

~N!$@~
and then he said, " Looks like i have created a bad impression
in front of your fren, ryte..?!"

YaNtEe ::
haiyo

YaNtEe ::
no la...tell him actually the guru is the one

~N!$@~
i told him...

~N!$@~

YaNtEe :: eh but wait ley y the guru never predict tat nisa's friend
will get bad impression of the guru ah?

YaNtEe ::
ahaahakz

~N!$@~
rite....

~N!$@~
wait got some more...

YaNtEe ::
okez

~N!$@~
then he was like feeling really bad about asking me to choose from the options

YaNtEe ::
only now...like so late liddat

~N!$@~
actually he felt that wen he was saying about
this thing on monday night...

~N!$@~
he actually said that he wants to get into NS
just to suffer for so called "Bastarding" me...

YaNtEe ::
aiyo

YaNtEe ::
wat la he

YaNtEe ::
ehh wait

~N!$@~
that's y...

~N!$@~
yes?

YaNtEe ::
ask the guru to predict which unit he'll be in

YaNtEe ::
CD,police or army

~N!$@~
rite...

YaNtEe ::
if tat one correct ah...i respect the guru

YaNtEe ::
really2

YaNtEe ::
bcos its not easy wat

~N!$@~
crazy...

~N!$@~
i talked him out of it...

YaNtEe ::
if he can do tat correctly then ah i trust the guru

~N!$@~
then i told him your opinion about this situation and he was like....
"Are you sure this is what you want..??!"

YaNtEe ::
my opinion is wat again?

YaNtEe ::
i dont remember

Ok so you have yet to know what you opinion was!!
But that's for next time! Until then keep thinking!!

HI THERE!

After such a long time, i just want a blog to post.

So now here i am to post daily happenings especially for a

dear friend of mine, Yanti!

wakaka..! Yes, Yanti this is for you!

Aren't i'm so sweet!

Well, i know i am! wakaka!

Since you find it lazy to write

things down, from today onwards

i'll write it down so you don't have to keep asking me to repeat

the story like hundred times a week!

wee~! wakaka... just kidding!

Well girl, look after yourself,

Anything just ring me ok!

Till then, Bye!