Is there something wrong out there??!

Everyone around me have problems.
It's like, ther is something happening
but somehow i'm not abe to understand it.
People are feeling down, for some
this is the most happenig time of the year
but now not anymore.

Things are getting better in my mind...
but nevertheless my surrounding is still
at it's worst state. Everyone is Emo-ing.

Haiz, is all i can say!!!

Ok got to go now...! Bye!!!

~N!$@~

*Don't let today's disappointments
cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.

*All men who have achieved great things
have been great dreamers.

I'm Hurt!!! And i don't know why!!!

Something is bothering me!
Is it because of my surrounding
with everyone being emotional and stuff
or is it something else that i can feel
inside of me... Something which i have
been lying about all this while... I don't know!

Life is asking me questions... and i can't
answer any...
Have i really changed.... or am i
just holding a mask to hide the fact
that i am not...!?? I don't know...
Why everyone else finds it easily
to move on... while i want to stick
to the past??! I don't know...
Am i afraid of embracing he fact that
the future is too fast to catch up...
Or wl it be too late before i
realise that the future has got me...

People change...! Environment changes...!
But sometimes things that seems changed,
does not completely mean it is changed...

TIME...!!! Does it really changes??!

I Hate Myself !!!
I Truely Hate Myself !!!