Blogging from Airport!!!

Guess what, budget terminal is so the BEST!!!



Wakaka, i'm blogging from the Airport. Cool or what??!



Man, no matter how much it is further away from the rest of the terminals, it's still one of the best.





Let me tell you this, don't be afraid to go to the budget terminal, it's once in a life time opportunity.



Ok guys got to go!!! Getting married time..!!! Wakaka...!!!!

I'm Getting Married!

I'm Getting Married!!

Yup, I am. This May 2008 26th!

I'm not sure what i fell but definitely i'm getting married!!

Things are moving very fast....

I'm leaving this saturday, 17th May to India to get married!!

I'll be back next month as a married women.


I'll update with photos when i'm back!!!


With Lots of LOVE,

N!$@

I Have a Confession!

Yup, I have a confession to make...!!!

I'm 20 already and I'm not sad about it!
Actually, I'm proud of it...!!! Yup, 2009 onwards
I can watch R21 movies.... haha!

Tha truth is this has been the most memorable
birthday in my Life!

All Thanks to a Lot of people!!!

Firstly, in order of those who wished me

Liza (Darling)
Hafiz (Bangla)
Iryanti (Baby)
Mdm Surianis
Rekha
Student Council Peeps
Elan (Bro)
All Jan Intake 2008 of ITE College (Clementi)
Mdm Lam
My Nieces
and My Sis!!!(Shouldn't she be the first??!)
Jananee
Xiao Hui

Yup, not much wished me....!!! But it's not about the
quantity, but the Quality...!!!

After school around 2pm, I went to take my BTT
I falied but i was too happy that my faliure was not that affecting
Besides it's just a test....!!! there's still a second chance....!!!

I went out after that with my Baby, (waiting for Photos to upload)
and had the MOST happiest moments of my life....

She actually bought me a a bag, saying this,
"You have never changed your bag since secondary School!"
and i was like...."WHATTTT!"

My god.... she's stalking me....!!! Wakaka....!!!

Actually Thank you so much darling...!!! She also got me a
vibrating Mickey.... haha...!!!

When i came back home..... My niece gave me a present....

Yup, my 7 and 5 year old Nieces gave their 20 year old Aunt
a present.... and that was another bag.... haha!!!

This birthday is all about Bags...!!!

And a small gold ring was left in the bag.... Suprise gift....!!!

Wakaka...!!! I'm so happy i don't know what else to say...!!!

But, i'm still under stress.... Orientation still lingering around

Got to go now... update with Photos!!! Bye!!!

I'm Back...!!!

Hello all...!!!
Really very sorry to not update all these while...!!!
A lot has been happening in my life...!!! All i love to
do is to surf net and blog-hop but not update my blog...!!!

It has been my favourite past time eversince, Sorry lost count of the date....!!!
See, I have turned into the most laziest person in my family...!!!

Ok, now for updates!
Hmm, let me see where i shall start from...!!!

I'm going to finish my ITE College West Education this March
I'm so happy, i've no words to explain how much....!!!

Next, tomorrow my school is opening and first thing in the morning
i have an orientation to look forward to.
I'm in-charge and i'm somewhat feeling very anxious...!!!

Now, I'm getting restless due to more irritating people...!!!

Feel like killing them all...!!!

Got to go now! Tell you guys more..!!!

Well, hoping everything will go smooth
from now on...!!!

For the past three days, felt really hurt...
Thinking that everything we shared was falling a part....
Knowing that people are more of what they were not used
to be.... To think that it was because of someone's personal
problems.... nevertheless, things were different from Friday
onwards.... i have to give credit this moment, to Belinda...
Seriously she is very cute.... and Thank you... i don't think
this could have been better....

Well, finally i'm back... wakaka.... sorry for the rest who
hae checked out to read something new.... i also changed
my blogskin.... well, for those who don't know what Kaabah
is that is on the opening page, it is a Black stone building
in Saudi Arabia, Where muslims believe that is where
our god, "Allah" is.... not in but above.... I don't know
how true it is though but there are other reasons behind
it.... for the Benefit of those who the Picture below will make
you know how the building looks like... it's the most holiest
place for us...!




A satelite picture of the Makkah, in Saudi Arabia




The Black Stone, covered in Black velvet cloth, or Kaabah



I think the title says it all....

Well, if you are wondering why it is build that way, so that
influencial people, like the President, or Prime Minister of the
you know.... those who thinks it's not up to their standards
to pray amongst the rest.... or whatever it may be....

So that's all.... Worried sick whether i'll be finishing this course
properly.... hmm... things are looking better now.... people are
looking more on the bright side of Life.... hope everything goes
well.... and everyone around me will...!

Got to go now...! Bye! Take care people...!!! Everything happens
for something GOOD...!!!

~N!$@~

Is there something wrong out there??!

Everyone around me have problems.
It's like, ther is something happening
but somehow i'm not abe to understand it.
People are feeling down, for some
this is the most happenig time of the year
but now not anymore.

Things are getting better in my mind...
but nevertheless my surrounding is still
at it's worst state. Everyone is Emo-ing.

Haiz, is all i can say!!!

Ok got to go now...! Bye!!!

~N!$@~

*Don't let today's disappointments
cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.

*All men who have achieved great things
have been great dreamers.

I'm Hurt!!! And i don't know why!!!

Something is bothering me!
Is it because of my surrounding
with everyone being emotional and stuff
or is it something else that i can feel
inside of me... Something which i have
been lying about all this while... I don't know!

Life is asking me questions... and i can't
answer any...
Have i really changed.... or am i
just holding a mask to hide the fact
that i am not...!?? I don't know...
Why everyone else finds it easily
to move on... while i want to stick
to the past??! I don't know...
Am i afraid of embracing he fact that
the future is too fast to catch up...
Or wl it be too late before i
realise that the future has got me...

People change...! Environment changes...!
But sometimes things that seems changed,
does not completely mean it is changed...

TIME...!!! Does it really changes??!

I Hate Myself !!!
I Truely Hate Myself !!!